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Never The Less, He Was A Mess

Created on 2003-06-26 18:55:30 (#1144303), last updated 2006-05-14

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Name:	MyKe
Birthdate:	10-30
Location:	Hialeah Gardens, Florida, United States
Website:	{[":Evil Grin Desires:"]}

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"Lies"

Once somebody said to me
We'll always be together
always and forever
you and me

Lies

Once somebody said to me
we'll be friends forever
standing strong together
you and me

Lies

Once somebody said to me
the truth is always hard to see
once somebody said to me
the truth is always hard to see

Lies

It is always there
plain as day to me
and yet ive never seen it
the truth inside of me
everyone lies
everyone lies
it never hurt so much
as when i lie
to myself.

"Why Did You Go?"

Eyes burning
Red tears fall
My heart sinks
As death calls
You name he says
And now you're gone
I don't understand
Why you left us alone
No longer
Does your smile light my day
No longer
Will you ever have to stay
Here on this earth
Our time goes by too fast
I want to be here longer
I want my time to last
Don't leave me here
To let you go
Why did you do it
I wish I could know
I want to see you alive again
I want to see your eyes
I want to smell you again
Is this why I cry?
I miss the way you were there for me
I miss you every day
I know that you're gone now
I just wish you would have stayed.

"Just one more"

Just one more
Just one more time
Just one more
Just one more time

Ill give it up tomorrow
Ill start over again
If i could just have it
One more time

Just one more
Just one more time
Just one more
Just one more time

It hurts so bad
living without it
I dont know
If i can do it

Im alone
No one Knows
Standing here shaking
Wanting just one more
One more time
Hating myself
This weakness in me

Pity me!
Help me!
Help me walk the line!

Ignore this!
Forget me!
Walk away as i succumb again...
You dont want to see this
You dont want to know
You dont want to see this
The end of me!

"MY RAGE"

My insides are DEAD
What ELSE can be said?
Besides that, my LIFE is a MESS
Could I have anymore FUCKING STRESS?!
Just STAB me to death
And leave me FULL of holes
A decaying PIECE OF SHIT is all I’ll ever be
Why was I so goddamn stupid,
Why couldn’t I see?

After days of NO sleep, this is what I get
The love I had, you can NOW FORGET
Shoot me IN The HEAD and tell me your feelings
Probably laugh when you hear I can’t stop SCREAMING
Pretend that YOU CARE, then ruin my life
Am I just making all this up?
Or did you seriously LEAD ME ON??
MY eyes are sick and red
With this rusted knife, I go TO BED

After I got KILLED INSIDE, I was left with NOTHING
Because that’s what I was to you, RIGHT?
Just leave me alone as I DIE in the corner
And find some humor in my gray brain,
As it leaks all down my tear soaked face

I just don’t understand.....