| She Takes My Breath Away... |
[16 Jan 2005|01:34pm] |
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She Talks to me soo Nice and Gentle
She Seems So sweet, Nice, and kind...
My Heart Says "GO FOR IT!"
and ALL i say is I WILL in time...
It just sounds too good to be true...
I Just Hope She's REALLY Real...
Because i Truly Want her...
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| Let Me Love You... |
[08 Jan 2005|06:29pm] |
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 Baby Let Me Love You... |
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Mario - Let Me Love You... |
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( Bad As You Are )
"Let Me Love You"
Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Mmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah
[Verse 1:]
Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Wrist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
[Verse 2:]
Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Wrist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....
[Bridge:]
You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
[repeat til it ends (about 3 times)]
[Mario (talking):]
Let me love you that's all you need baby
Like i was talking to Veronica earlier... that i've notice that Most of my Girlfriends have been those girls that ALWAYS have a Smile or is always Laughing... but what made me remember about them that i remember feeling so sad seeing them sad/crying... i remember that i got so sad, why? because i used to my baby being happy/smiley and out of a sudden sad/crying... but the point to this brings that i can never see my girlfriend sad because for some odd/weird reason its hurts me sooo much... and i think thats why you can tell why i never treat them bad/shit/attitude... but it's hard to be mean with them at times that their mean with me.. but i guess is because i'm weak to them.. :(
btw, i put that picture of Veronica because i don't know why it catches my attention... I HEART YOU VERO!!! YOU FUCKING ROCK!!!
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| Tell Me Again That Will Be Lovers & Friends.... |
[22 Dec 2004|05:56pm] |
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Lil Jon Feat. Usher, Ludacris - Lovers & Friends |
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damn... i feel so empty inside... and for a whole weekend i thought to my self and think'd and think'd and think'd some more....and in my conclusion what made me feel so empty is not having someone that loves you and wants to do everything with you and see you... and i just miss the hugs, deep/passionate kisses, cuddling... but i mean i want those things in a girl that i love and i also wish too always see each other like if were never gonna see each other again... and to end the night with those beautiful (":i want more, please don't stop:") kisses... as i was shopping yesterday i was waiting inline to pay for my clothing, i saw this dress that just made me think of a girl (i love) wearing it... and us being on a romantic date at night and being alone and dancing to soft smooth music and the song that came to mind was (":Lovers & Friends:") and it just set the moment in my mind... and it's amazing that i'm not complaining but just waiting to have that special One and i know that in time i will have her...
::The Dress::
"Lovers & Friends"
(feat. Usher, Ludacris)
[Intro - Lil' Jon]
Usher...
Lil' Jon...
Ludacris...
[Usher (with Lil' Jon)]
Yeah, man
Once again, it's on (It's on)
You know we had to do it again, right?
[Lil' Jon]
We had to do it again, boy
Want you to sing to these ladies, man
[Usher (with vocalizing)]
(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)
A'ight, so I'm up first? A'ight, lemme have it...
(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)
Let's do it...
[1st Verse - Usher]
Baby, how ya doin'?
Hope that 'cha fine, wanna know what you got in mind,
And I'm,
Got me fiendin' like Jodeci, girl, I can't leave you alone,
Take a shot of this here Petrone' and it's gon' be on,
V.I.P. done got way too crowded,
I'm about to end up callin' it a night,
You should holla at 'cha girl, tell her you shake it and seized,
Pull off, beep-beep, shotgun in the GT with me
She said, "Ohhh-ohhh, I'm ready to ride, yeah,"
"'Cause once you get inside, you can't change your mind,"
"Don't mean to sound impatient, but you gotta promise, baby, ohh..."
[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, I gotta know, baby, aw yeah)
Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)...
[2nd Verse - Ludacris]
Sometime wanna be your lover,
Sometime wanna be your friend,
Sometime wanna hug ya,
Hold hands, slow-dance while the record spins,
Opened up your heart 'cause you said I made you feel so comfortable,
Used to play back then, now you all grown-up like Rudy Huxtable,
I could be your Bud, you could beat me up,
Play-fight in the dark, then we both make love,
I'd do anything just to feel your butt,
Why you got me so messed up?
I don't know, but you gotta stop trippin',
Be a good girl now, turn around, and get these whippings,
You know you like it like that,
You don't have to fight back,
Here's a pillow - bite...that,
And I'll be settin' seperate plays,
So on all these separate days,
Your legs can go they separate...ways...
[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)
Tell me again (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Make sho' you right, before you choose)...
[3rd Verse - Lil' Jon]
I's been know you fo' a long time (shawty),
But fuckin' never crossed my mind (shawty),
But tonight, I seen sumthin' in ya (shawty),
That made me wanna get wit 'cha (shawty),
But you ain't been nuttin' but a friend to me (shawty),
And a nigga never ever dreamed to be (shawty),
Up in here, kissin', huggin', squeezin', touchin' (shawty),
Up in the bathtub, rub-a-dubbin' (shawty),
Are you sure you wanna go this route? (shawty),
Let a nigga know before I pull it out (shawty),
I would never ever cross the line (shawty),
Shawty, let me hear ya tell me one mo' time...one mo' time...
[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)
Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again)...
[Outro - Usher]
Oh-oh-hoo
Oh-oh-hoo
Oh-oh-hoo-ohhhh-yeaaah...
[Ludacris (with Lil' Jon)]
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again (Hey!! (Hey!!)
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again, that's right (Hey!! (Hey!!)
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again (Hey!! (Hey!!)...
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| Let Me help you... |
[28 Nov 2004|12:50am] |
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Emery - The Ponytail Parades |
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i'm seriously falling for you....everytime i feel lonely i always take out my cell phone and hear your voice Message, and it always makes me smile. i really want you, but another reason i want you is also to help you and heal you from the things that has happen to you in your past with your so called "friends" i remember, when you told me that you did this and that and as i would hear it i would get sad because i can't believe someone so nice and sweet have done those things...and believe it or not, after you told me that i hung up and started crying....it hurt so much, and i really want to help you change the way you are and make those so called "friends" go away, for hurting you and dangering you.....but i also remember you telling me that you did those things because of the kind of life you have/had, and i understand you but it doesn't mean that your gonna do those things to hurt yourself...because i'm telling you right now, that i PROMISE never to hurt you and Danger you like your Ex's have...and i think you know that i have a crush on you, and i *Feel* that you have a crush on me too....but i know your frighten'ed to get into another relationship because what had happen in your past....but i'm telling you that i would CHERISH you and NEVER mean no Harm to you.... i Respect you with my WHOLE heart...and atleast your mom likes me already, and i know she is a good person inside so don't get mad at her because of her reactions....because sometimes parents make mistakes but in the end they always say sorry....so i really want for us to move forward in our "stage" of friends but atleast i know that i will see you this Friday...so you can make me smile (*like you always do*) and also i seriously think i would wait for you because i Know your worth the wait....
"The Ponytail Parades"
three sleepless nights
this isn't how its supposed to be
but you are so good at taking your time
to get back to me
i will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me
i thought that i could change you
but you changed me
but it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone line
and living at two opposite ends
its scares me to think that you could find takers other than me and better than me
but you're head is elsewhere and im talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me
your careless and whispered insulting and bruising
and i thought that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are still walking away
(i fall from you eyes, your eyes i trusted, you said forever)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say...)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say that we can...)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say that we can still be...)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say that we can still be friends)
erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days (what is inside of me what have i done)
and tow them away (is this the only way that you will notice me)
as i sit here waiting for you (dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)
i stay upnights (if you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky (why cant you look at me can you only see)
knowing what my dreams can take away ( sides, your side, can take away)
walk away from me this night is done
My Buddy Dayana! she got the Color of hair i was going to put on mines!!!
DAYANA! were going to the show together!!! i can't wait!
P.S: i wish i can show her this journal entry ;(
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| A Safety Kiss... |
[24 Nov 2004|09:54pm] |
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Simplekill - Crush Into The Color Blue |
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As i would kiss your neck, you caress your body on mine...and saying to me the WORDS of (ah....more, more more....) but i try to go slowly so this moment can become a memory... so as i would take your shirt off slowly, i would kiss your hands and arms...so i would kiss you without your shirt on....the more i kiss your lips the more biting you would do to mines, as i feel the blood in my mouth of progressing...but i let you do what ever you want to me, why?...just so i can satisfy you....then i went to your shoulder and slightly scrolled down my hands so you won't notice that your bra is coming off....and i keep kissing your neck so you can still feel the passion i have for you to have a lust with me....then i see your hands are going down past my belly button, down to my pants to take it off....i would let you take everything off, as i would let you play with me, until i pushed you onto the bed and did you the way you said "Fast! FAST!" but i know i was Progressing EVEN more...but i knew i was because of your strong breathing and loud moaning.....i just loved the way you kissed me while us making something that is called Lust...damn, but now i feel like shit....because i took your virginity....and you love me, but i don't feel the same :( i'm sorry, very sorry......i hope you didn't regret it...(you know who you are....)
I would stare at her as i would drive her home, she was writing something....and something was actually something Good, and look what she wrote.....i really like the poem.
Pleasure Me
Take my hand, lead me to our secret place
Kiss me, touch me, and as my body cries for more
Pleasure me,
I touch your face, with whispering fingertips,
Tracing the contours of your being, with delight and ecstasy
As you pleasure me
Hold me, as I hold you, our bodies intertwined
As one. Taste my skin as I taste you, with gentle lips
You pleasure me.
Kiss my breasts, my belly - make me sigh,
Let your tongue slide between my thighs
As you pleasure me.
Let me take you between my lips
Caress you with my tongue and more
To pleasure me
To pleasure you is my desire; to have your body aching for mine
I need you to want me - I hold you close,
And pleasure you,
To pleasure me.
i guess you can tell, that i cut my hair...
people say i look smarter/older...
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| Keep your head up little Souldier..... |
[13 Nov 2004|12:47am] |
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Eminem - Mockingbird |
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"Mockingbird"
Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me
Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream
[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright
It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment
[Chorus]
And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)
i love you juliee.
always will, remember that.
P.S: It was nice see'ing
you today.
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